Until you do right by me all things you touch will fail
It's been an interesting couple of months.
Back in December I finally got to see him.. yeah Jon. He came over and we hung out and talked. Made plans to be friends and hang out.. see where things went. It was a huge mind fuck and a half. For weeks it was kinda like "holy crap.. he was here in my apartment!" He never called and then I called really sick. Ended up in the hospital with my kidneys not filtering and my potassium too high. It was not fun. Now I'm out and feel much better but it's been almost a whole month since I've seen him and no word. At this point I am not even sure it's worth trying to call him and see what the fuck is up.
It doesn't bother me as much as you'd think it would. At first it did..but at this point.. I kinda just dont have time in my life to deal with people that don't know if they want to be my friend or not. You're either in or out.
Back in December I finally got to see him.. yeah Jon. He came over and we hung out and talked. Made plans to be friends and hang out.. see where things went. It was a huge mind fuck and a half. For weeks it was kinda like "holy crap.. he was here in my apartment!" He never called and then I called really sick. Ended up in the hospital with my kidneys not filtering and my potassium too high. It was not fun. Now I'm out and feel much better but it's been almost a whole month since I've seen him and no word. At this point I am not even sure it's worth trying to call him and see what the fuck is up.
It doesn't bother me as much as you'd think it would. At first it did..but at this point.. I kinda just dont have time in my life to deal with people that don't know if they want to be my friend or not. You're either in or out.