wondering
im worried about bailey, i hope that he makes the right decisoin on when he wants to go to california and im hoping it will be what he wants. i do not want to hinder his decision. i will miss the shit out of him and wont sleep well without him next to me........but i can drug myself and sleep easy. i really hope i get the job at new seaons, better yet i hope it is the bakery postion the just opened up. i havnt a clue what i will do for bailey for x mas and his birthday. any ideas???????? im sure it wll be good, but i hope i have a job so i can make it even more special.....and our two year is on january 14th.....................................