thinking about the rest of my life
ever try to forget about someone and no matter how hard you try, you can't get them out of your head? why is that everytime you have a good thing in your life, and people want you to do something so bad, they try and convince you that that good thing might actually hurt you. why can't people just let me be happy. like i have said I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU WANT;I AM GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE!now i am not saying this to make you think that i can care less, i am just seeing all the games people are playing to try and run my life. hear that...the only one i really care to listen to right now...the only one that truly understands stands me is my mother Dawn. even though sometimes what she says may not be what i always want to hear, i love her for saying the things she does.and she always tells me that no matter what i do, that she loves me and she is my biggest cheerleader. she reminds me that she is proud of me and there is nothing i can do that will make her love me any less.she does not make me feel like i have to do what she thinks in order to make her happy or to get along with her. Mom, if you are reading this...thank you. i truely understand the choices that come along with marriage and the responsiblity that comes along with it. i got to think about school, i got to think about my dreams...i can't have them both...got alot of thinking to do....