The Holidays
Tonight sucked. I kept myself thinspired all day; I cleaned my room, i drank diet soda and coffee..picked at my omellete over breakfast. But Christmas dinner with the family all around was inevitable. I had cauliflower with cheese sauce, peas, and some roast beef...with red wine. I am disgusted with myself. I tried to rationalize it by saying, its CHRISTMAS. Its different if it's the "holiday season" and you're pigging out during the entire season. But one night of eating. Its not like I even ate the whole day. Not that I'm excusing myself..I mean, I wasn't even that hungry, and I could have totally gone with out dinner. It was the celebratory factor..and my own weakness.
But I'm going to the gym tomorrow. That's for sure. I spoke with a friend today who said they are getting coke for new years, so if Its good coke I should have no appetite for 2 days about.
I cant wait until I actually really start losing weight and i could buy new jeans a size smaller.
But I'm going to the gym tomorrow. That's for sure. I spoke with a friend today who said they are getting coke for new years, so if Its good coke I should have no appetite for 2 days about.
I cant wait until I actually really start losing weight and i could buy new jeans a size smaller.