i don't handle being alone very well....
isn't that the truth. it's been a long lonely week, and it's only wednesday night. i really need erin to come home. i've been so worried about her. i just want her back here in my arms, and to know that she's safe. i've been pretty sick most of the week, and i'm sure that hasn't helped. my dad is coming home late tonight from alaska, and maybe that will help. my mom is staying there for another week. erin is coming home sunday, and i'm suppossed to go see her sometime that afternoon. i'm just super worried. the best! are finally getting moving a little more. we have a big practice scheduled for the weekend, and a show coming up soon. so far everything has been amazing with them. i love the band, and the kids in it are awesome. land of the dead comes out on friday, and i need to go see it. i'm hoping to go shopping to finish up erin's birthday stuff then go see it after. the only thing on my mind lately has been erin, and her getting home safely. i worry myself sick. it just needs to be sunday, and i need to be at her house. blah, work sucks the usual cock. i really need a day off to catch up on some must needed rest. between stress and lack of sleep from this sickness i'm driving myself insane. hopefully the next couple of days go fast, and erin gets home safe and sound. i vented a lot in this entry. that's all i have for now, but maybe more later. if you're lucky.