you've torn apart everything we had.
it's been a tough couple of weeks, but i've been learning a lot. i lost another family member thursday morning. this one has been pretty hard, and i'm trying to deal with it. i've learned who my true friends are in these tough times though. it's odd because it seems as though anyone who has ever said they'd be there for me has been nowhere to be found. it's an extremly upsetting thing to think about, but i'm glad i'm learning who my real friends are now. at the same time surprising people have come out of the woodwork and lent support. kuzar, terza and i are going to middleburg tomorrow to see above this fire and in the eyes of. hopefully this will get my mind off of all the other things going on. i've seen since the flood twice this week which has owned. they've been my favorite band ever since i saw them at roboto, and they never dissapoint. i even got to hang out with them at the super sheetz before the altoona show. we ate food chatted it up, and watched kuzar die from eating hot sauce. with all that has been happening i really need to get away. i can't wait to start college. hopefully it will be a new begining. i have a lot more to type, but i don't feel like rambling.