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i declare sundays my offical updating day. well, i'm going to try to at least. it's been a really long week. i've been pretty sick all week, and i just can't get over it. i've been feeling really lonely the past few weeks. i've pretty much learned to be on my own entertainment though. i've grown up never having a best friend or even a good friend that has been there for any period of time. i think if i had some better friends i would feel a lot better about a lot of different things. don't get me wrong i have some great friends right now, but most of them i haven't known for much more than a year. today was easter, and it was alright. i spent most of it playing with my niece and nephew. the food was good, and spending time with my grandfather was better. he's one of the most interesting people in the world. tomorrow i go back to the bland life that is krumenackers builder supply. i hate work and desperately need a change. it surprises me the number of kids who don't go to college, and don't work full time. i just automatically assumed when i made the decision to take a year off that i would be working full time, but when i tell some people they look at me like i'm crazy. melinda came to visit me, and that made me feel better. she lives in pittsburgh and is extremly busy so it isn't often that i get to see her. she came over, we watched the new hellfest dvd and talked. it just felt good to talk to someone. i'm completely broke, and i have tons of bills to pay. i didn't even think about insurance and all that when i bought my new car. i just paid 400 for the insurance on my jeep and you would think they would subtract that from what i owe on my new vehicle or something. the man is such a dick. i hate complaining. it makes me feel weak on a certain level, and i'm tired of feeling weak. maybe you'll get another update before sunday. i want to type more, but i just don't feel like it.