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I FEEL:
-like an idiot
-like curling up in my bed and crying
-emotionally and physically exhausted
-confused
-overwhelmed
-inferior
-pushed aside
-taken for granted
-frustrated
-lonely
-intimidated
-hopeful
-stupid
-like a disappointment
-undeserving
finished my book tonight. had nothing else to do. amazingly, as tired as i am, i can't sleep. big surprise there. eventually i'll either get sick from sleep deprevation, or my body will adjust and my sleeping schedual will change to a few hours a night for a while.
interveiw at Border's tomorrow. 430. if i get the job, i'll be working 6am-3pm. full time job. means getting up really early, but it's a quarter more than i was making at McDonalds for half the work. and it still leaves me plenty of time for whatever excuse of i life i have at the moment.
god insomnia sucks.
-like an idiot
-like curling up in my bed and crying
-emotionally and physically exhausted
-confused
-overwhelmed
-inferior
-pushed aside
-taken for granted
-frustrated
-lonely
-intimidated
-hopeful
-stupid
-like a disappointment
-undeserving
finished my book tonight. had nothing else to do. amazingly, as tired as i am, i can't sleep. big surprise there. eventually i'll either get sick from sleep deprevation, or my body will adjust and my sleeping schedual will change to a few hours a night for a while.
interveiw at Border's tomorrow. 430. if i get the job, i'll be working 6am-3pm. full time job. means getting up really early, but it's a quarter more than i was making at McDonalds for half the work. and it still leaves me plenty of time for whatever excuse of i life i have at the moment.
god insomnia sucks.