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I need some brianna time.. i miss her , i really dont want to go back to sarasota tho because i feel like a lot of people have changed... i just want to move far away. i might do that study abroad thing where i can go to college in an other country for like a year. I would love to live in australia. That would be awesome. I dont feel like i have anything in tampa or sarasota besides my family. I feel really alone and depressed recently. I have made so many bad decisions in my life and im still making them. I just wish things were different. I wish people were different.I might hang ou with Tiffany tonight and go get some guys. That would do me good. My birthday is next weekend on 12th. I will be 19. Its gonna suck tho.. i'll be alone on my birthday and valentines day..wooo hoo... This whole 2006 new year has totally blown so far.fuck it.