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So this entry is just going to be a rant. If you are uninterested in that then I advise you to get out now.
How is it possible to have a headache for 1pm-10pm? Does any one know? Because I am very interested in how the fuck this happened to me.
Why did I have to get stuck with the kids that don't listen on a day I feel like crap? Garg. I had to scream at them like 297 times. Literally.
One of my favorite people at work is moving to Florida. Tomorrow. Today was her last fucking day at work. My site manager. One of the best fucking people in the entire world. I know she doesn't read this but, MRS. NICOLE (MASSA) NAPPI I LOVE YOU AND WILL MISS YOU SO MUCH WHEN YOU ARE GONE.
Then another one of the people at work I love the most, Angela, is switching to the morning shift. The 8-4 shift. There goes my ride to work. There goes one of the best people in the world. Not only that, but at the end of the summer she is fucking moving to. She is moving to Maryland. ERG.
Kris is in Virginia and I miss her more than life. I wrote her a note at drivers ed for a later date because I miss her so much. Sigh.
And then there is my granny. The doctors found a tumor on her back so now she has to go for like 2 bajillion tests to see if she has them anywhere else and if she has cancer. And if she does then she is going to be in and out of the hospital every like 2 days. And I would want to go see her but then I would end up having a breakdown and balling my eyes out like in the parking lot of the hospital or the waiting room because I fucking hate hospitals and everytime I go in them I feel like I am going to get sick or someone is going to die.
The only thing that I have to look forward to is vacation next week. And even that is not vacat6ion because I am with my parents who will be nagging me all week. Hopefully I can convince them to let me take some friends. Except on Wednesday. On Wednesday I am going to visit the college I desperately want to go to. In Boston of course. And if I don't get into that college, I will not be a teacher. I will go to be a lawyer. Yup. Thats it. I have put my foot down.
Wow, if you read all that I owe you something because if I was you and read that i would think "Sarah fucking sucks. Reading that entry makes me want to gash my eyes out with a spoon"