Dear Beautiful Star of mine,
Today is fire.
And she burns.
She burns.
Everything I'm saying is coming out all wrong.
Please bear with me.
I've got so much to say
Let me explain myself to you..
Nothing I can say will make this right
Just give it time.
Why can't I spit it out?
I need relief..
Your sympathy.
Forgive me. Forgive me not.
I'm sorry, for what it's worth.
I know I'm wrong.
Can't you see? I'm still me.
Are you listening?
)(She's the only one who knows -what it is to burn-)(
She's not at work, she's not at school, she's not in bed.
I think (you) finally broke her.
She thinks she missed the train to Mars.
She's out back counting stars.
Should I trust this dialect to convey the right effect?
(Everything is coming out all wrong.)
I would have used a pencil, but that's just not permanent.
Should I trust the postage dude to deliver my heart to you?
I've got much more to say...
I don't want you to know where I am.
Because then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been.
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again.
Because who I am hates who I've been.
I hate everything about you.
Why do I love you?
Sing, Cupola:
"I am leaving. And I'm so far away.
-Craving for you-
But I'm caught in between."
Caught between two angels and a dream.
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear.
Because that's just who I am this week.
Sugar, we're going down swinging.
I'll be your number one with a bullet.
A |Loaded|Gun|Complex|
Cock it and pull it.
Hallelujah. ..::Lock+And+Load::..
You would kill for this. Just a little bit.
Angels can fly::Motivation
Sing like you think no one's listening.
Sing me something soft.
Sad and delicate.
Or loud and out of key.
Sing me anything.-
"I can't live anymore. My face is on the fucking floor."
"Hands against the wheel. Your head against the glass. And you mean so much to me."
Here I am, beside myself again.
I'm torn apart by words that you have said.
And all and all I know we're falling apart.
Where did you run to so far away?
I kiss the sun in your eyes.
Love unveiled. I can't deny.
Be not warned.
Watch it fall.
Mesmerize.
Close your eyes and begin to breathe.
Something is coming over me.
Lost to find, and a soul to keep.
Because you love me.
It's criminal. More than you know.
The loss in your eyes.
It's critical now.
The look in my eyes.
I have damned myself to hear this out one more time around.
I wrote it down in blood:
"Never forget my love."
Am I your one and only desire?
Am the reason you breathe? Or am I the reason you cry?
Always.Ijustcan'tlivewithoutyou.
I love you.
I hate you.
I can't get around you.
I breathe you.
I taste you.
I just can't live without you.
I guess it's okay I puked the day away.
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way.
And if you want me back..
You're going to have to ask.
Nicer than that.
And we sing.
Sing without a reason.
To ever fall in love.
To never fall in love again.
My love's subliminal.
Shine on, Diamond Eyes.
Take me outside of this.
Take my hand. We'll disappear.
And I wonder when I sing along with you.
If everything could ever feel this real forever.
If anything could ever be this good again.
The only thing I'll ever ask of you:
You've got to promise not to stop when I say "when".
She sang.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me? So I die happy.
My heart is your to fill or burst.
To break or bury.
Or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.
Hands down, this is the best day I can ever remember.
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights.
The scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late.
And this walk that we shared together.
And the streets were wet, and the gate was locked.
So I jumped it, and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on your waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it.
I hope this makes you see.
Signed:
Sincerely,
Me.<3