bored and having insomnia
Type of ED:Anorexia
Height: 5'2
Weight:106 this morning
Dream Weight: 85 (I was so close in december damn it! )
Do you...
Have a regular menstrual cycle? yes
Ever have ED or food-related dreams? yes
Weigh yourself almost obsessively? yes
Wear a red bracelet, etc. to remind yourself not to eat? yes
Feel thin right now? HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Feel fat right now? yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Idolize skinny celebrities? only a fuw , I idolize REAL skinny people that i see day to day.
Have any (offline) eating disordered friends or family? no :9 I wish i did
Have you ever...
Fasted for 24 hours? yes
Fasted for a week? almost (4 days)
Fasted for an even longer period of time?no
Told someone (offline) about your ED? yes
Kept a food/exercise diary? yes
Been asked if/accused that you were anorexic? yes
Made yourself throw up? yes (only 4/5 times my hole life though and i would not do it again because it is disgusting and pointless)
Been jealous of a friend's body? yes
What's your favorite...
"Safe" food? ice
ED-related song? ana's song
ED-related movie? fuck, i cant remember but i do have one
ED-related book? a fuw of them ....to tired to type....
Form of exersize? random
Form of motivation? myself in the mirror / people comenting on how I look or eat ect...........
Share a motivating or touching quote: "I did it once ,I sure as anything can do it agian!!!!!" me