Mar 25, 2003 01:56
I had an unusually wonderful night. I'm very content right now. I want to share how I feel with everyone right now but it's almost 2am and most of you are asleep. I love you guys very much. I don't feel I say that enough. I hold each of you dear to my heart and I don't want to every forget that. Shannon, at any hour, your words touch my heart. Steph, what would I do if I didn't have you to hold me? You've always been there through good times as well as the bad. Blake, joy everlasting, you are my sanity. I can't help but smile when you're around. All of you have been the most wonderful blessings I have ever received. You have never left my thoughts or my heart, even when I've gone off alone for extended solitude. I love you dearly! There are so many more of you that I need to tell how I feel. Words often elude me when it comes to such things. There is more for Shannon, Steph, and Blake also but I don't know how to put everything into words. I miss all of you and care for you deeply. I hope that I can show you how special you are to me even if I can't say it.