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last night i had a major poetic overload while listening to franz ferdinand. what can i say, those sexy boys inspire me.
today was the first day back at school. almost had a mental breakdown at lunch when i saw jared. for some reason...i wanted him. right there. he looked so...hot. ugh. i'm sick in the head.
other then that, not that much went on. just normal stuff i guess. i was way hyper though. probably due to lack of sleep. or something.
Too Far Gone
I think I keep far too many secrets,
From myself and from society,
Built up rage because everything I have you must have too.
I hate you and your stereotypical ways,
You wouldn't know truth if it slapped you in the face,
You just do it because you think it's cool,
So you'll be liked, for being a fool.
But you are spoiled, a bitch and a slob,
Find your own truth and stop taking mine,
These dreams are mine and I will win with time.
Your money won't make you better than me,
Your material things aren't worth the plea,
Stop trying to be what everyone wants,
Your breath won't save you now,
I think you're too far gone.
Purchased You is All You Have
You don't know what you like,
You do it because you think it's "cool",
Because punk rock is the new "in" thing,
But you have no idea what the lyrics mean.
You wear the clothes because that's what's "hot",
But a newsflash says it's really not.
You are fake, a purchased personality,
I think it's time you joined reality,
You'll never find this love you seek,
If you choose a new face every week.
Take off the masks, reveal yourself,
It's time to stop living like somebody else.
Purchase the Stereotype
Why the desire,
To steel my dreams away?
Why the hateful material game,
To buy my future away?
You'll never live up to it.
You'll never win it now.
You're far too concerned,
With competition to see you already lost.
I suppose these stereotypes are all you have,
I suppose they make you "who you are",
But what is that but purchased fate?
Money won't turn you into me,
A me that you could never be,
And this mask you wear won't make you seem,
Anything more than a purchased me.
Kiss Me and I'll Forget
Won't you kiss me now?
Throw my world into tornado spins,
I want this passion more then you know.
Please kiss my world away,
I'll forget him if you do,
Just let me know you feel the same.
I promise to forget,
Everything I thought I knew,
I'll let you be my anything,
I promise this to only you.