fairly good.
well, today was fairly good, amazingly. dave was absent, and a lot of other people were, as well. we brought heather into group and she continously lied about not "staring" at people inappropriately. which, she DOES. ugh. she even contradicted herself, a few times. whatever, i don't care. at the end of the day, I spent a lot of time talking to mrs.kopaz about a lot of shit...just, egh. shit.
so, danielle and i were talking on the bus, about how...ravyan is pregnant, shawn flirts with JON STELLA...and i found out why jon stella dresses like a tranny. his mother and grandmother always wanted a girl, and even before he could get dressed on his own, they dressed him up as a girl, so he's been doing it for a while. i could honestly, tolerate him being homo-sexual and trans-sexual, but for his mom and grandma to do that to him, that's just fucked up. seriously. oh, so, shawn fucking told the people in the cave, about how i "gave him an std"..which i didn't..it was just "dry skin"..what the fuck! i saw him today, and i just wanted to talk to him and be like, what the fuck?! ugh..
i looked up wellspring, today at school..and i've been doing it at home, as well. ms.giberson and i were looking at it and she says it seems like a pretty good place. thanks jocelyn =)
lets see, what else happened...oh, amanda broke down crying because, fucking conrad is stalking her. ugh. what the fuck. meredith keeps lying, about how "shawn loves her"...i hate him, so fucking much..but as much as i do, i don't? ah. makes no sense, i guess..
we continued watching casa-blanca in film studies, it's a fairly good movie. a lot of little jokes that are extremely comical. <3 good movie. so, i spent all 8th period with kopaz...so..eh. yeah..
i cut last night, more. i have about 4 new deep gashes right next to my wrist..=/ i didn't tell her about that, though. she would of called my parents, i would of got hospitalized. big mess.
i think i'm getting fucked up from these diet pills, like, seriously. right by my heart area, i guess. eh. whatever, i don't care.
wow, i just drank really hot tea, and it like, burns throughout my stomach.w00t. i haven't ate today, i'm planning on fasting til about, friday, or so, if i'm doing good..i'll continue. nothing but water, and tea. <3 wish me luck!
i want THIN! THIN THIN THIN!
so, danielle and i were talking on the bus, about how...ravyan is pregnant, shawn flirts with JON STELLA...and i found out why jon stella dresses like a tranny. his mother and grandmother always wanted a girl, and even before he could get dressed on his own, they dressed him up as a girl, so he's been doing it for a while. i could honestly, tolerate him being homo-sexual and trans-sexual, but for his mom and grandma to do that to him, that's just fucked up. seriously. oh, so, shawn fucking told the people in the cave, about how i "gave him an std"..which i didn't..it was just "dry skin"..what the fuck! i saw him today, and i just wanted to talk to him and be like, what the fuck?! ugh..
i looked up wellspring, today at school..and i've been doing it at home, as well. ms.giberson and i were looking at it and she says it seems like a pretty good place. thanks jocelyn =)
lets see, what else happened...oh, amanda broke down crying because, fucking conrad is stalking her. ugh. what the fuck. meredith keeps lying, about how "shawn loves her"...i hate him, so fucking much..but as much as i do, i don't? ah. makes no sense, i guess..
we continued watching casa-blanca in film studies, it's a fairly good movie. a lot of little jokes that are extremely comical. <3 good movie. so, i spent all 8th period with kopaz...so..eh. yeah..
i cut last night, more. i have about 4 new deep gashes right next to my wrist..=/ i didn't tell her about that, though. she would of called my parents, i would of got hospitalized. big mess.
i think i'm getting fucked up from these diet pills, like, seriously. right by my heart area, i guess. eh. whatever, i don't care.
wow, i just drank really hot tea, and it like, burns throughout my stomach.w00t. i haven't ate today, i'm planning on fasting til about, friday, or so, if i'm doing good..i'll continue. nothing but water, and tea. <3 wish me luck!
i want THIN! THIN THIN THIN!