Nov 08, 2003 10:58
"I FEEL beautiful, and I know it's because I am.
And I know I'm such an amazing person, and I know I'm so gorgeous"
at least someone has the guts to say something nice about themselves. everyone is like " im so ugly and i scare people with my face and eww im nasty looking....therefore im going to post pictures of myself all over the world?"
but onto other things
i spent the night at aishas for the first time in forever. she is a skinny little vixen now!but its soo cute. i luf her. But ya. we had tons of fun we had a few people over like nick and dani and others of course. but aisha and i danced around to our loser ca songs and dani and i rapped for the world cuz we are cool. saw robbie too and laffed every five seconds i was around him. ate chips and stayed up with aisha laffing at nothing at all. we spent like an hour laughing at somethings that didnt even make sense. it was fun to just sit there and laff like no other. but it somehow turned into a real discussion and it was really serious and she let out alot [of things that ive missed so far] and i did the same for her. it got a little emotional but its all good in the hood cuz aisha and i are badass like that. muthafucka.
last nite nick and i were talking about all the people from reed and stuff like that and we were talking about a certain someone who nicole thinks is really fake and it makes me laff cuz its so true and its what ive been saying all along!
im moving tomorrow. and i have to pack a few more things. like some things under my bed im guessing. and like everything in my closet? ya. but estelle should be coming over tomorrow to help me move and maybe spend the night at my new casa.
but ya. when aisha and i were talking we were talking about how when your life is perfect its weird and kinda boring but when there is at least one dramatic thing going on its so much more interesting. but no drama is always best im sure. then we were talking about that one guy i like[d] and i realized that there HAS to be something[someone] that will get me over him. its useless and draining. It always seems like the ones we cant possibly have are the ones we yearn for. wut is that? ugh. but whatever ill just stay away from him for the break. i havent seen him in a week and a day[scary that i know how long ago?..ya]. so thats a start.
ps_ i know everyones gonna be like " you know he can see/read that right?" and i OBVIOUSLY know that im not that stupid. i just dont care ne more. its easier to care what people think about you if you dont hang out with them. so its ok. bye.
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ps_#2 im talking to edna online about something/someone thats bugging us and i laff because its so true and blah.