Friday
Slept in mom's room on the empty side of the bed last night after discovering that my dad was sleeping in the basement. Wanted not to be alone. Also, it's really the only place my dog will sleep anymore, and it's nice to have my dog with me at night.
Took my grandma out for lunch with my mom today since today is her actual birthday, even though we celebrated on Monday. Went to Pickle Park. I'd never been there before. Only ate half of my food and felt sick. It's true that I haven't had the best stomach lately, but I'm not sure they've got the best food ever, either.
I have an interview at Target on Monday. I'm not entirely thrilled, I'll be honest...but I didn't get a callback from the job I wanted, and what can you do? You can keep trying, but in the meantime, money is still needed.
Broke down and called Josh today. We watched Diary of the Dead in my parents' basement and hung out a bit after. I'm not so much scared of zombie movies like I used to be, I discovered. I can sit upright without clinging to anybody and watch them in complete darkness, in a basement, no less, without freaking out too much.
I'm going to try not to let myself sit and think about what's going to happen so much anymore. Just going to live and let it happen.
Took my grandma out for lunch with my mom today since today is her actual birthday, even though we celebrated on Monday. Went to Pickle Park. I'd never been there before. Only ate half of my food and felt sick. It's true that I haven't had the best stomach lately, but I'm not sure they've got the best food ever, either.
I have an interview at Target on Monday. I'm not entirely thrilled, I'll be honest...but I didn't get a callback from the job I wanted, and what can you do? You can keep trying, but in the meantime, money is still needed.
Broke down and called Josh today. We watched Diary of the Dead in my parents' basement and hung out a bit after. I'm not so much scared of zombie movies like I used to be, I discovered. I can sit upright without clinging to anybody and watch them in complete darkness, in a basement, no less, without freaking out too much.
I'm going to try not to let myself sit and think about what's going to happen so much anymore. Just going to live and let it happen.