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me - 'yes sir..and this time around, i'm not gonna let shit get to me like it did last year/early this year. if we stop talking because you think we're getting too close, then i'm gonna let it go. or if you reconcile with nikki, then that happens. the little feelings i had got the best of me and i'm not gonna have that happen again this time around, you know?'
him - 'ya, i gotcha..so..just hanging out, whatever happens, happens'
me - 'yup..whatever happens happens.'
part of my conversation with adam. i've decided i'm done with it all. i'm done trying to be proactive in people's lives if they're not willing to be in mine.
i don't have to settle and i won't. i'm going to concentrate on being the best person i can be and if adam and whomever else can't see it, then oh well. he's another one that needs to get his act together. i'm 26 and not getting any younger..80% of the time, i don't mind being alone and always hanging out with my mom, but there's that 20% that wants to 'settle down' and meet someone worth while..someone who's going to love bub as much as he does me. someone i can cuddle and watch movies with. someone (other than my mom) who i can call/text saying 'i'm on my way home' i know that day will come soon, so i'm not going to rush it. i'm done making rash and stupid decisions.
him - 'ya, i gotcha..so..just hanging out, whatever happens, happens'
me - 'yup..whatever happens happens.'
part of my conversation with adam. i've decided i'm done with it all. i'm done trying to be proactive in people's lives if they're not willing to be in mine.
i don't have to settle and i won't. i'm going to concentrate on being the best person i can be and if adam and whomever else can't see it, then oh well. he's another one that needs to get his act together. i'm 26 and not getting any younger..80% of the time, i don't mind being alone and always hanging out with my mom, but there's that 20% that wants to 'settle down' and meet someone worth while..someone who's going to love bub as much as he does me. someone i can cuddle and watch movies with. someone (other than my mom) who i can call/text saying 'i'm on my way home' i know that day will come soon, so i'm not going to rush it. i'm done making rash and stupid decisions.