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[anonymous]

I have a lot of things to say but I guess I'll limit myself otherwise this could get long. First, about you. I think you're a really awesome person, and just incredibly sweet which makes me feel real guilty about my recent absence. I hope you'll forgive me.

The other is just something that's kinda been building up and I really need to let out, so please excuse me the drama. I kinda had a crush on a girl on my bl, still kinda do, really. We were great friends and so I never told her because I was afraid of making our friendship awkward and losing it--which to me is much worse than being rejected.

I don't know though. I get the feeling she found out--maybe I was too obvious and clingy, and I also get the feeling another friend of mine blabbed or made it clear cause it seems like she's been really avoidant and now we practically not talking at all. I hope that she might IM me, and I don't IM her much because I feel that I'll just be more annoying and drive her away. Then part of me wonder if it's not just my paranoia *sigh*

Seems like our friendship got ruined anyway, it really upsets me.

[trafficsigns]

It's okay. No need to be sorry :)

have you tried talking to her about it, maybe?