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the more i think about it the more i feel like a total idiot... i just always sink into the same rut every single year. i dont know whether its psychological or what the hell it is but always get to this point where i don't want to do anything but walk and sleep and shit and thats about it, and i haven't felt much like walking lately as people have had a tendency to give me rides when they see me walking lately which actually sorta pisses me off though i appreciate that they care (i guess). i understand that to them it seems like it must be like hell and it must take forever to walk home and so on but... i feel like its one of the only ways i can get rid of my stress, and one of the only ways that i can forget about everything and just walk... most people don't seem to understand walking or nature or even the importance of QUIET... but back to the idiot part... I am fucking retarded in a nonliteral sense of the word.. i forget why but i know it had something to do with homework and just sort of completely shutting down or something... though yeah.. on to new years.. it was great.. .but it kind of sucked... and it isn't really very cold out at all... this winter has reminded me of a pool with all the little kids pissing in it (raising the temperature a good few degrees ya know)... thats all global warming is... just a bunch of oversized tots pissing into the ozone and my ass is turqoise because i fell into a bucket of paint. oh... wait... thats right.. bush likes to call it "climate change" right? Say... besides the media have politicians even mentioned global warming in the past thousand years... wow.. what a bunch of retards we are... only ONE day... flurries... nothing stuck... otherwise there has been absolutely no snow this winter...in new york of all places... and i gotta chime in on that story about those mountain hikers that died... they really friggin deserved it... so many rescuers could have died as well even just simply looking for their mummified fucking corpses... i feel no sympathy for them... my heart goes out to their families (well.. not really but i might as well say so as a formality) but people who are so retarded that they climb a mountain and die... deserve to die... and should not be rescued... no matter what... they should have to sign something to even be allowed to climb these fucking mountains stating "I am a shit faced bastard... my life is worth less than something worthless... please don't rescue me... in fact, if i get to the top, please give me a shove".
winter is not the fucking time to be climbing mountains! if you climb mountains, and its during the winter, and there is a huge front coming in... well... just walk into the bathroom and slit your wrists instead... at least that way the risks others take trying to rescue your corpse are greatly diminished.... though yeah.. i guess i got sidetracked again.. would continue along my original path but im just so damn tired... happy new years and a sleepless midnight to all