impatience
I need to write cos i need to write. He is the boy from the arab strap. He is the one who i want to color my life with the chaos of trouble. This is different from all others, i'm afraid to say. This song really, is his. It's playing right now. It wasn't instantaneous, but it hasn't been a long time either. I am impatient to see him, and i'm glad for the excuse to see him and watch him. He doesnt know i do, but watch him. He trusts me which i like. He never fails to encourage me, which has won me over. This is just weird in ALL levels, i mean all, and i have no one to tell this to. This is a secret, maybe it is a secret between us? Maybe? Maybe? Please, maybe?! Hopefully! THAT'S WHY I AM SO IMPATIENT. Today's taking forever.