hurr..

[traediras]

I don't expect anyone to read rants these days...

Okay, I'm gonna rant. I'm sorry if all this gets shown, but I don't see a point in hiding it because I have nothing to hide.

One of the things that I always fail to understand is why I get ignored all the time... I mean, I feel like I expect people to come and look at my art, hear about my life,

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[foxchibi]

I really shouldn't have read this, but like you, I'm doing anything but studying right now.

Uhhh because this stood out to me, I'll say it first. The fact that you get turned on my sexual RPs isn't all that weird. I myself don't get turned on by that, but I know a lot of people do, and you being a teenage guy with hormones probably only elicits it more. So don't feel bad for something that's natural.

As for the friends thing, it comes down to how much you want to get yourself out there. It also comes down to luck. If you don't want to be lonely but aren't being invited to stuff with your friends, invite yourself over and invite them over to your house. I know relatively recently you wrote a journal about having fun playing video games with your friends and being happy so I suppose you're just going through phases? :o Either way, it is really depressing to be lonely all of the time, and it's a problem that needs to be listened to and addressed. Hell, friends are a big part of people's lives, and it's not a problem other people should look down on you for. I thank my stars every day for my roomies. They've made the difference in my college experience to me and I am so thankful to have them.

So cheer up Trae. You're not alone out there.

[traediras]

I'll be honest and say I didn't expect you to comment on this entry.

*hugs tight* But I really appreciate you doing so... it means a lot to me.

I dunno, I suppose I am on some roller coaster where I'm happy, and then I'm depressed. But it doesn't help that some people just.... seem so fucking egotistical. Hell, my best friend's (the guy who organises a lot of this stuff) girlfriend shared similar thoughts to mine, and I suppose I felt better afterwards because I got to have a decent conversation with someone.

You're more than just lucky though Arfy, you're an amazing person and you deserve all the friends that you get <333

[foxchibi]

Believe me, you aren't the only one who tears themselves up inside about how shallow and self-centered people can be. I make an effort not to be, but the human race as a whole is like that, it's just something you've got to learn to deal with (as effing annoying as it is.)

That's part of being a teenager I suppose. X'D The roller coaster ride of hormones. Just work on getting yourself out there, and if you don't feel like putting in the effort with this group, wait until you start college and work on making new friends there. :o I know it's easier to give advice than to actually do it, but I don't really know any other way.

Fffffff, not commenting on your journal only proves your point, lol...

[traediras]

Believe me, I do have some great friends that I've really gotten to know well, but I just feel left out by them at times. I admit I have no desire to be a party animal or something along those lines though, trust me X3

I'm sure I'll make new friends when I head to college though next year :3 <3

*snuggleluffs*