then drama is superficial and not admired, the judge and the apology is shallow, love is put aside.

[tradgicyouth]

It's a Southern thing to know everything you can about your family. I know that my father's family is mostly German and fought for the South in the Civil War, that Grandma Pat's mother was half Scottish and half Indian (so sorry, Native American :P), I know that my mother's family is mostly Welsh, and came to South Carolina after the Civil War. That's what I know and that depresses the hell out of me. Even if you don't like said family you have to know your family. Yet no one will tell me anything about my mom's family because no one wants to talk to, or about, her father. And I don't ever want to hear from or about Ed Orndorff again. I also want to find Cory and Amanda but I can't do that with out calling G'ma Pat, and that would fall under contacting Ed. Damnit.

Tonights episode of Gilmore Girls is not helping. At all.

I hate Ed for closing me off from my family like this. And I hate myself for letting it keep affecting me.

eta: All that I have left are the red and yellow gummi worms. I ate all of the green and clear ones. Does anyone want them?

eta2: Jesse Valo is beautiful. If, uh, anyone happens to have his number...or a plane ticket to Thailand (or is he in Finland right now? Huh.) 'fess up. ;P