Nov 01, 2005 07:16
I was originally not going to say anything. I figured it wasn't necessary and that everything would just get talked out and move on. That would still happen without my input, but I couldn't just not say what i had to.
To begin with, "the lie." Ashley was embarrassed about her involvement. We were going to say that she had just made out with Jack. We weren't going to lie about the end result, it would just have been my doing. We weren't going to lie about how it was all three of us. Just about part of what Ashley did.
Lynsey. I am sorry. I wish that you hadn't called Joe or Ashley's basement had gotten service. And I know that should not have been necessary for either of those things. But. Then stuff wouldn't have happened. Because I am sad to have lost your trust. And I do remember you bitching all the time about how no one can be drunk without hooking up, and I'm sorry that I'm on that list now.
Kirsten. What I'm gonna say is more aimed at other people, but it's things you should know. Pretty much since you told Jack you liked him, various speculations have been flying. A majority of people did/do believe that the only reason you told him you liked him was because you wanted him to stay wrapped around your little finger. And I'll admit it, I thought that, too. But a lot of the people who were saying thiat are now a lot of the people right now who are supporting you and telling you you will be okay and get through this and that they're still here for you, just like they've always been. I do believe one person actually said something along the lines that they were even glad that you and Jack would be in such a bad situation right now. Although, that is hearsay, because I wasn't there when it was said. Also, a lot of people have known about the past three weeks. And although some of them have been straight up from the start being like. bad choices., a lot more people have been almost proud or at least gotten a good laugh out of it. If I may quote, "at least somebody is getting some tail." And it just drives me crazy to know that a lot of the people who are being so close with you and so good to you and so everything are the same people that last week were complaining about you and saying you didn't like Jack in the least.
Jason. I have a lot to call you out on. I am really upset with you right now. I want you to know that. But I also want you to know that in the long run, it's not worth it for me to yell at you. Because you won't take it into consideration anyway. I just want you to realize that this situation is a little different from the ones I got so mad at you for.
Finally. I know no one will fess up to being a person who thought Kirsten was just trying to keep Jack, but at least maybe you will recognize it in yourself and feel bad about it. Also, some of you were fine with the past three weeks but then "so offended" about Saturday. I think that's because Kirsten found out, and you could no longer say it was okay. I'm pretty sure I will get a lot of shit for this, because it's calling a lot of people out. But I didn't use names, despite what I was originally planning, because in the end it's up to all of you. I guess that's it.