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haha no. it's not.
everything came to a halt today when I saw my results. eyes blurred out, couldn't breathe, couldn't think.
have never, ever cried the way I did when I finally got home. alone, in the bedroom just bawling and hyperventilating. but it made me feel better. I'm feeling better. still feel fucked, but better than before.
I'll be ok.