Sep 04, 2007 06:32
A day ago, I wished that this happiness will never end.
I wished..
But I got an email from mum. She said that she won't allow my sister and I to come back here if we're in Australia na. I should be happy. I am happy because we'll be moving to Oz. But I can't stop feeling sad. Because I'll be leaving for good. I'll be leaving my friends and HIM.
He said that he can wait, but can he really? We're not committed to each other. Really hard. Freaking hard. It's Aga's fault. Boohoo. If he didn't give Paul my number then I won't meet him and I won't have to think of this crap. Dammit, he makes me happy. I should be thankful coz I met him. Right? Aww. I should be thankful dammit!
After Von and i parted ways, I didn't have any reason to stay or come back here anymore. Leaving the Philippines to live in Australia would be very nice. But then he came. Half of me doesn't want to leave the phils for good.
What can I do? *sigh* I'll just enjoy my remaining days here.