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I should be going to bed right now, but I just feel kinda sad. This year entails no fun for me.
1. I'm living at home
2. I have a job
3. Andy works a lot too
4. I only have 3 friends in this world. Andy (see above), Bethany (2 hours away), and Anita who I see only once in a while.
5. I have speech class and my two partners are dumb and I can't think of any topics.
6. Choir is NOT fun for me this year. I don't like my prof, music, or people in the choir. The one class I love is being total suck and I am therefore being very apathetic towards it. So when my prof calls on me to randomly sing my part (because he's apparently going to do that), I won't sing it right and I won't care.
But of course there will be good times... concerts at Calvin (like tonight), days when I get to see Drew, and when I visit Bethany or when she is home (like this weekend except I have NO time to see her)... just not enough fun times. I wanna go back to the summer.
I did just get my period, so that's probably the main reason why I'm sad. Noot guunna liiie.
1. I'm living at home
2. I have a job
3. Andy works a lot too
4. I only have 3 friends in this world. Andy (see above), Bethany (2 hours away), and Anita who I see only once in a while.
5. I have speech class and my two partners are dumb and I can't think of any topics.
6. Choir is NOT fun for me this year. I don't like my prof, music, or people in the choir. The one class I love is being total suck and I am therefore being very apathetic towards it. So when my prof calls on me to randomly sing my part (because he's apparently going to do that), I won't sing it right and I won't care.
But of course there will be good times... concerts at Calvin (like tonight), days when I get to see Drew, and when I visit Bethany or when she is home (like this weekend except I have NO time to see her)... just not enough fun times. I wanna go back to the summer.
I did just get my period, so that's probably the main reason why I'm sad. Noot guunna liiie.