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It's almost four in the morning and I can not sleep. My left knee has decided that on one of the nights I really just want to sleep it will burn. So I'm dating a boy his name is Sam... In the beginning things were great.. He made me happy and I haven't been truly happy in a long time. Now of all sudden things have changed... I don't know when or why, but they have. Its not even a month in and I cant say what's on my mind or how I feel. I need to talk to him about it, but I don't want to because a part of me knows what'll happen... He's going to chose his ex over me. It's amazing that I'm not worth anything to anyone.... That people can just throw me away without a second thought. I sometimes think that I'll be alone forever and never be able to have what I truly want from life... Which is to be married and have kids. I have plenty of time for that I know but I feel like time is slipping away..
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