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Thanks to the commentators on my last entry. Just the usual spat with mom adn Adam, nothing out of the ordinary.
I seriously can't believe that by the time 2007 rolls around, my application will be sent off. This is the rest of my life we're talking about. What happens if HUC reads through my essays and thinks I'm the dumbest person on the planet and doesn't want me? Or, what if I go to NYC to audition and I open my mouth and nothing comes out? Or, what if I sit down to look at my hebrew test and I don't remember a damn thing? This is what keeps me from sleeping at night.
And I'm beginning to sound like my mother, which frightens me 100x's more than anything I wrote above.
In other news, I had dinner w/ Daniel Bogard's family the other night. They are so wonderful, as is Daniel, and a good time was had by all. We drank gluten-free beer and ate some homemade Indian food which was delicious (and I don't even like Indian food!) Dan and I drank tea while discussing his academic life at HUC. He seems a little too confident that I'll get in. I wish I was so sure.
I need to be studying, but I really want/need a nap.
I seriously can't believe that by the time 2007 rolls around, my application will be sent off. This is the rest of my life we're talking about. What happens if HUC reads through my essays and thinks I'm the dumbest person on the planet and doesn't want me? Or, what if I go to NYC to audition and I open my mouth and nothing comes out? Or, what if I sit down to look at my hebrew test and I don't remember a damn thing? This is what keeps me from sleeping at night.
And I'm beginning to sound like my mother, which frightens me 100x's more than anything I wrote above.
In other news, I had dinner w/ Daniel Bogard's family the other night. They are so wonderful, as is Daniel, and a good time was had by all. We drank gluten-free beer and ate some homemade Indian food which was delicious (and I don't even like Indian food!) Dan and I drank tea while discussing his academic life at HUC. He seems a little too confident that I'll get in. I wish I was so sure.
I need to be studying, but I really want/need a nap.