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just watched Planet of the Dead and its confidential.
without any spoilers cause i know theres a big who watching party happening tomorrow...
it was lovely, michelle ryan is totally hot. and she does her own suspension stunts. hot. its very throwback to 70s sci fi romp on a desert planet with fly people. yes. fly people.
and its very sad...the end is nearing....makes me depressed. the doctor is also depressed. RTD is psychoanalyzing the doctor
michelle ryan- "the doctor-- thats not a name, thats a psychological condition!" roflles. anyway...you'll see what i mean.
not too many quotable doctors in here, but a few gems. two thumbs up. fine holiday fun. as i digest the massive amounts of easter lasagna i had at laurens moms house.
in other news:
i am reading 2 books. one, which i actually just finished, is "how i paid for college" by marc acito. its totally brilliant and adorable/
the other is emotional bullshit which is a psychology nonfic by a dr Alasko phd. it discusses how we create a world of denial delusion and blame to keep our immediate demands met, but in doing so break down the integrity of our relationships. this applies to every single aspect of my life.
i had a long conversation with stephen last night about how i have no place to keep the good things people say about me, i only hold onto the bad. and instead of accepting that this is something he can help with he just kept writing it off as a character flaw and going "i cant fix it for you, you have to do that, what does that have to do with me blah blah blah" and its like i dont live in a vaccuum. if youre here and you are on my side you should be willing to help me. yeah i can do it by myself, and i have to, no one else is going to experience it for me but you sure as hell could fucking help me a little instead of resisting every step of the way. AAAAH.
and theres other kaitlyn related bullshit i could rant about but really, im SO OVER IT. ive decided this obsessive behavior on her part has just gone way beyond anyones interest and so really it cant hurt me anymore.
without any spoilers cause i know theres a big who watching party happening tomorrow...
it was lovely, michelle ryan is totally hot. and she does her own suspension stunts. hot. its very throwback to 70s sci fi romp on a desert planet with fly people. yes. fly people.
and its very sad...the end is nearing....makes me depressed. the doctor is also depressed. RTD is psychoanalyzing the doctor
michelle ryan- "the doctor-- thats not a name, thats a psychological condition!" roflles. anyway...you'll see what i mean.
not too many quotable doctors in here, but a few gems. two thumbs up. fine holiday fun. as i digest the massive amounts of easter lasagna i had at laurens moms house.
in other news:
i am reading 2 books. one, which i actually just finished, is "how i paid for college" by marc acito. its totally brilliant and adorable/
the other is emotional bullshit which is a psychology nonfic by a dr Alasko phd. it discusses how we create a world of denial delusion and blame to keep our immediate demands met, but in doing so break down the integrity of our relationships. this applies to every single aspect of my life.
i had a long conversation with stephen last night about how i have no place to keep the good things people say about me, i only hold onto the bad. and instead of accepting that this is something he can help with he just kept writing it off as a character flaw and going "i cant fix it for you, you have to do that, what does that have to do with me blah blah blah" and its like i dont live in a vaccuum. if youre here and you are on my side you should be willing to help me. yeah i can do it by myself, and i have to, no one else is going to experience it for me but you sure as hell could fucking help me a little instead of resisting every step of the way. AAAAH.
and theres other kaitlyn related bullshit i could rant about but really, im SO OVER IT. ive decided this obsessive behavior on her part has just gone way beyond anyones interest and so really it cant hurt me anymore.