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going to vagina monologues tonight.
kaitlyns in it.
jessica is coming in town tonight to see it.
my friend jessica is in it, so yay.
im going to meet the infamous jessica without stephen there, and its going to be awkward. and i have to look fabulous and be really strong and own the room and own my personality and just, generally own it.
i can do this.
the baking party sucked because i was in a room with billie and kaitlyn- two girls whom stephen has cheated on his girlfriends with. i wanted to mow them down with big automatic weapons i dont know the names of.
i dont care anymore.
i love how i go through these phases back and forth caring about all this stupid high school bullshit ive been dragged into, and then not caring. Right now, I am instating a not caring phase. i am not talking to Kaitlyn. I am not worrying about her either. I am
ok one more thing. you know that thing you do when you break up with someone where you still mention them in conversations out of habit? like "oh i know and thats exactly like jim who blah blah blah" and your friends are like "dude, you arent together anymore stop talking about him." well kaitlyn is doing that. she keeps mentioning stephen to people and theyre like "umm...dude thats weird."
ew.
ok srsly i stop now.
automatic weapons.
kaitlyns in it.
jessica is coming in town tonight to see it.
my friend jessica is in it, so yay.
im going to meet the infamous jessica without stephen there, and its going to be awkward. and i have to look fabulous and be really strong and own the room and own my personality and just, generally own it.
i can do this.
the baking party sucked because i was in a room with billie and kaitlyn- two girls whom stephen has cheated on his girlfriends with. i wanted to mow them down with big automatic weapons i dont know the names of.
i dont care anymore.
i love how i go through these phases back and forth caring about all this stupid high school bullshit ive been dragged into, and then not caring. Right now, I am instating a not caring phase. i am not talking to Kaitlyn. I am not worrying about her either. I am
ok one more thing. you know that thing you do when you break up with someone where you still mention them in conversations out of habit? like "oh i know and thats exactly like jim who blah blah blah" and your friends are like "dude, you arent together anymore stop talking about him." well kaitlyn is doing that. she keeps mentioning stephen to people and theyre like "umm...dude thats weird."
ew.
ok srsly i stop now.
automatic weapons.