esperando
THis is agravating....
im trying to waste time cuz my interview is in 45 minutes or so. OMG. im so nervous. i hate that im going to be asked personal questions by a perfect stranger. The application was bad enough. oh well, whatever it takes right> i hope i get excepted. Working at that orpahnge would be amazing, even if its not what i originally had in mind. the plan is we all as a group takes the plane to san diego, then a bus down to the orphange mexico. wait
i shouldnt think about yet, not until im going for certain.
waiting waiting. ive started biting my nails again. i havent done that since 4th grade. What am i so nervous about...!??!
David's in Jamaica, he'll be back on Sunday. I miss him! For some reason, it haden't occured to me that i would. I left for Florida last tuesday, and he left the following sunday. i havent seen him in two weeks, havent talked to him in one. hopefully we'll go downtown on monday after school like usual. I like being with my boyfriend. i like it lots. HAHA good sign right?
i must say..i am nervous about the letter i wrote him conserning summer. its in the mail, but he wont read it til he gets back. i just dont want something to wrong right now, he very well might be the only part of my life right now that feels like its going 'right'. we've been dating for ... mm its gotta be 2 months now! the sad part is i dont even know when our 'one month' date is! hahah some writer i am.i adore that we can go downtown everyday and just read without akward silence. i think its a sign of comfort. sigh.
okay a full minutes have passed. Gosh darn it.
dont u hate inside jokes you arent in on?
Florida was beautiful. So peaceful
Zach and i were at the beach everyday by 8 15 am skim boarding, wouldnt budge from the shore til 2 pm, and that was cuz my aunt kristie and uncle jim demanded we eat, and megan (my 12 year old cousin) wanted to go to the pool. i do hate salt water in my eyes and mouth and cuts. SO much fun anyway. we also watched the sunset on the beach, then skim boarded while it was setting. GORGEOUS. Zach kept talking about Danielle every 5 seconds or so. Aw my cousin is smitten. i have massive bruises, for someone who doesnt like to fall i sure am good at it! i saw 2 sting rays washed up after the red tide. that was pretty damn kool.
my feet are sunburnt and cut up from the rocks, hurts like a mother to use lukewarm water in the shower.
ive noticed i can do things when i try, however when im not thinking about it i fly right through. Like the skim board, i wont do so well if im consentrating on it, but if im singing or something im fine. Same with Dance DAnce, its my new outlet.
Lauren s still in Jamaica. POoo, hope shes having fun. HOWS THIS FOR AN UPDATE LAUREN!!! haahha
half and hour to go.
if i updated more often, id make this friends only. i can read some ppls most private thoughts on lj, and i feel guilty, but then again, its right there in the open. im not a stalker, im just curious. im the type of person that likes knowing what ppl think about everything, the type that wishes everyone in the world kept a journal to leave behind them. i feel like i should comment on some ppls ljs that i read them, so maybe they should be friends only. maybe i will. hmm should i?
i wanna post the pic of me and DAvid from Turnabout, dunno how. Lauren could u help me?
oh i have to call Nannette. Nicole called me to remind me. I love nicole.
im drifting again.
im trying to waste time cuz my interview is in 45 minutes or so. OMG. im so nervous. i hate that im going to be asked personal questions by a perfect stranger. The application was bad enough. oh well, whatever it takes right> i hope i get excepted. Working at that orpahnge would be amazing, even if its not what i originally had in mind. the plan is we all as a group takes the plane to san diego, then a bus down to the orphange mexico. wait
i shouldnt think about yet, not until im going for certain.
waiting waiting. ive started biting my nails again. i havent done that since 4th grade. What am i so nervous about...!??!
David's in Jamaica, he'll be back on Sunday. I miss him! For some reason, it haden't occured to me that i would. I left for Florida last tuesday, and he left the following sunday. i havent seen him in two weeks, havent talked to him in one. hopefully we'll go downtown on monday after school like usual. I like being with my boyfriend. i like it lots. HAHA good sign right?
i must say..i am nervous about the letter i wrote him conserning summer. its in the mail, but he wont read it til he gets back. i just dont want something to wrong right now, he very well might be the only part of my life right now that feels like its going 'right'. we've been dating for ... mm its gotta be 2 months now! the sad part is i dont even know when our 'one month' date is! hahah some writer i am.i adore that we can go downtown everyday and just read without akward silence. i think its a sign of comfort. sigh.
okay a full minutes have passed. Gosh darn it.
dont u hate inside jokes you arent in on?
Florida was beautiful. So peaceful
Zach and i were at the beach everyday by 8 15 am skim boarding, wouldnt budge from the shore til 2 pm, and that was cuz my aunt kristie and uncle jim demanded we eat, and megan (my 12 year old cousin) wanted to go to the pool. i do hate salt water in my eyes and mouth and cuts. SO much fun anyway. we also watched the sunset on the beach, then skim boarded while it was setting. GORGEOUS. Zach kept talking about Danielle every 5 seconds or so. Aw my cousin is smitten. i have massive bruises, for someone who doesnt like to fall i sure am good at it! i saw 2 sting rays washed up after the red tide. that was pretty damn kool.
my feet are sunburnt and cut up from the rocks, hurts like a mother to use lukewarm water in the shower.
ive noticed i can do things when i try, however when im not thinking about it i fly right through. Like the skim board, i wont do so well if im consentrating on it, but if im singing or something im fine. Same with Dance DAnce, its my new outlet.
Lauren s still in Jamaica. POoo, hope shes having fun. HOWS THIS FOR AN UPDATE LAUREN!!! haahha
half and hour to go.
if i updated more often, id make this friends only. i can read some ppls most private thoughts on lj, and i feel guilty, but then again, its right there in the open. im not a stalker, im just curious. im the type of person that likes knowing what ppl think about everything, the type that wishes everyone in the world kept a journal to leave behind them. i feel like i should comment on some ppls ljs that i read them, so maybe they should be friends only. maybe i will. hmm should i?
i wanna post the pic of me and DAvid from Turnabout, dunno how. Lauren could u help me?
oh i have to call Nannette. Nicole called me to remind me. I love nicole.
im drifting again.