I'm Back...and if you want to know about what has been going down with me read...
Well, let's see.... it has been sooooo long since I have written in this. Let me tell you it is not because I haven't wanted to, rather that I just have no time and have computer problems.... So, here is a breakdown of my crazy life since my last entry.
We got Nichole all graduated and it was time to get our party on. The day was kinda shitty weather wise. By the end of the night it was promising. Will and I were the beer pong champs. Then Mark Cheza was mad that I pimped him and didn't have him be my partner. So, then we played against Will and Tom...Mark sucks, we got our asses kicked. lol.. The next day Beth and I were up at the crack of dawn and of course that meant everyone else had to be.
The banquet was a lot of fun. Everyone kept on complimenting how good it was. We dressed Kelly and did her hair. Man did she look smokin' Lol!! Dancing was pretty fun. I didn't really drink due to a 'health' problem I guess you could say. I'm not going to really get into it. Those of you that are close to me know exactly what I am talking about.
On the night before Halloween I got a call around midnight. It was Beth and I could barely understand her. She was sobbing. She called to let me know that Nick Page had been killed in a car accident. Either it didn't sink in or I didn't want to believe her because all I could say is what? I can't believe it. No, he didn't. Then it hit me and I couldn't stop crying. I called my sister and let her know then the next day I told my dad. At work the next day I would start crying and when I wasn't crying, I was telling myself that it really didn't happen. How could someone so full of life and someone so young be gone? I mean I had just got done joking with his mom telling her to tell him I was sad that he didn't take me to his homecoming. (it was our joke that he was gonna take me on a date sometime to the movies and we were gonna ride on his motorcycle). A couple days later we went to the funeral. It was beautiful and I was amazed with how well Rod, Shannon, and Ashley were taking it. I felt stupid for even crying when they were doing so well. I think that the part that hit me as well as everyone else is when Mark, Coop, Tim, and another guy went to wheel Nick's bike out to the truck. They hugged and began to cry. There is something that just breaks your heart when grown men that you look to for protectioin because they are big and strong and like dads to you cry. After the funeral we went and painted the rock for Nick. Dani, Travis J., Kasandra, Beth, Sayde, Joey, Kurtis, Paige, and I painted it to represent Nick. I think that is something that we all will remember and cherish. The next night we had a party in Nick's honor. My health condition was finally cleared up and I had a couple celebration drinks.
The winter and indoor season was not a good one for me. This was a time when a lot of friendships were tested, my heart was severly broken, and the people that I thought would never make me cry did and the people that you would never picture to be so comforting were. Not really gonna elaborate much further on this one either. Cuz again, those of you that know me well enough, know all this. Let's just say it was a very depressing time in my life and I lost a piece of me that will take a long time to get back. I looked to my cousins and my sister for support and started hanging out with Zack and Cricket more than anyone else.
The end of winter was a little better. I was able to forgive those that hurt me. We slowly began to work on the issues and talk about them. It was probably that hardest thing that I have had to go through. The pain took a long time to go away.
Daytona- Bike week was not all I hoped it would be. I didn't have as much fun as I anticipated. The last couple days is the time that I actually had some fun besides with John and Henry's crazy asses. I got to see all my buds from other states. It is always a good deal. Next year is sure to be better. The things that I learned on that trip will help me tremondously next year.
Dani's 21 was a blast. We went to the bar and drank. My girl Johnna had to take my car home for me. I didn't have a bad hangover the next day which was sweet. I was just sore from dancing and my voice was wispy from the smoke. Beth and I hung out and then the rest of the fam. got home from Florida. We had a movie night and went to bed.
Now-I am sitting at home by myself and I was feeling a little lonely but now since I am doing this, it isnt as bad.
Well, now that I have wrote a fricken book...I am done. Until next time...
Jamie Mae*
"Let's go home, get stone, we can end up making love instead of misery, go home, get stoned, cuz the sex is so much better when your mad at me."
We got Nichole all graduated and it was time to get our party on. The day was kinda shitty weather wise. By the end of the night it was promising. Will and I were the beer pong champs. Then Mark Cheza was mad that I pimped him and didn't have him be my partner. So, then we played against Will and Tom...Mark sucks, we got our asses kicked. lol.. The next day Beth and I were up at the crack of dawn and of course that meant everyone else had to be.
The banquet was a lot of fun. Everyone kept on complimenting how good it was. We dressed Kelly and did her hair. Man did she look smokin' Lol!! Dancing was pretty fun. I didn't really drink due to a 'health' problem I guess you could say. I'm not going to really get into it. Those of you that are close to me know exactly what I am talking about.
On the night before Halloween I got a call around midnight. It was Beth and I could barely understand her. She was sobbing. She called to let me know that Nick Page had been killed in a car accident. Either it didn't sink in or I didn't want to believe her because all I could say is what? I can't believe it. No, he didn't. Then it hit me and I couldn't stop crying. I called my sister and let her know then the next day I told my dad. At work the next day I would start crying and when I wasn't crying, I was telling myself that it really didn't happen. How could someone so full of life and someone so young be gone? I mean I had just got done joking with his mom telling her to tell him I was sad that he didn't take me to his homecoming. (it was our joke that he was gonna take me on a date sometime to the movies and we were gonna ride on his motorcycle). A couple days later we went to the funeral. It was beautiful and I was amazed with how well Rod, Shannon, and Ashley were taking it. I felt stupid for even crying when they were doing so well. I think that the part that hit me as well as everyone else is when Mark, Coop, Tim, and another guy went to wheel Nick's bike out to the truck. They hugged and began to cry. There is something that just breaks your heart when grown men that you look to for protectioin because they are big and strong and like dads to you cry. After the funeral we went and painted the rock for Nick. Dani, Travis J., Kasandra, Beth, Sayde, Joey, Kurtis, Paige, and I painted it to represent Nick. I think that is something that we all will remember and cherish. The next night we had a party in Nick's honor. My health condition was finally cleared up and I had a couple celebration drinks.
The winter and indoor season was not a good one for me. This was a time when a lot of friendships were tested, my heart was severly broken, and the people that I thought would never make me cry did and the people that you would never picture to be so comforting were. Not really gonna elaborate much further on this one either. Cuz again, those of you that know me well enough, know all this. Let's just say it was a very depressing time in my life and I lost a piece of me that will take a long time to get back. I looked to my cousins and my sister for support and started hanging out with Zack and Cricket more than anyone else.
The end of winter was a little better. I was able to forgive those that hurt me. We slowly began to work on the issues and talk about them. It was probably that hardest thing that I have had to go through. The pain took a long time to go away.
Daytona- Bike week was not all I hoped it would be. I didn't have as much fun as I anticipated. The last couple days is the time that I actually had some fun besides with John and Henry's crazy asses. I got to see all my buds from other states. It is always a good deal. Next year is sure to be better. The things that I learned on that trip will help me tremondously next year.
Dani's 21 was a blast. We went to the bar and drank. My girl Johnna had to take my car home for me. I didn't have a bad hangover the next day which was sweet. I was just sore from dancing and my voice was wispy from the smoke. Beth and I hung out and then the rest of the fam. got home from Florida. We had a movie night and went to bed.
Now-I am sitting at home by myself and I was feeling a little lonely but now since I am doing this, it isnt as bad.
Well, now that I have wrote a fricken book...I am done. Until next time...
Jamie Mae*
"Let's go home, get stone, we can end up making love instead of misery, go home, get stoned, cuz the sex is so much better when your mad at me."