Feb 18, 2006 12:11
wow so it's been a really long time. I got a sudden urge to update.
I don't evne know where to being. Senior year? over half way there? craziest thing I've ever heard of. This year, in a word, has been amazing. it really has. Its the most random, indescribable nights i could have asked for lol.
Not even so much 1st semester.. but just in the last couple weeks everything changed. I have never been as close to a group of people as I am with my best friends in the entire world. the 7 of us are inseperable. I trust them with my life. ugh I'm not even conveying how i feel towards them but i love them so much.
yesterday i was a real senior! I left after 5th period with lindsay and kristyn and we got lunch in new jersey haha We were talking about leaving and how its gonna be. I got really upset. I can't even imagine. I saw a poster up at school for graduation. June 19th... alot closer then i think...
Winter track just ended. I really enjoyed this season. And i have absolutely no idea why. I had a really good season too. Pb's all around. I ran a 5:18 1500 at the armory last wed. :) which i was extremely happy about. lappi aske dif i wanted to go on to state quals but then found out we'd have to get some whole waiver thing to sign and idk tom and i just arent going. its okie though. I was happy with the way i left things. I realized something from the season. I genuienly liek running. Like after all this seasons flying past wishing they would end... i finally realized how much i enjoy it. I've been working so hard this season. I work out everyday.. even on days off i run. I am going to keep up with it going into spring too.. to make ti best best season of my high school career and go out on top.
Im obsesssed with my team. they keep me sane and if not for them I would have already quit 11 seasons ago. Tom is like.. everything lol i truly truly believe i would have killed myself of paranoia if not for him :) thank for everything. Spring? okie let's do it
wooo whole week off :) nothing to do.. I'm excited