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i should be happy. i had an awesome day and a fun meet. but im too stressed to be happy. we had so much fun playing cepo's mom during lunch, and hanging out with bryn and em always makes me happy, esp. brynna because she know all. and cepo's mom was just so intense...em and i sucked but it was funny to watch. and then the meet was so fun...it was one of those meets where you can do whatever you want and you can take it easy and still win. hence my times were crap but it was fun anyways. the only thing that really got me down was when liz and bryn got their 400 times. liz thinks that for every race she should be getting a new pr. she gets so angry when she has an off day....its not fair, i hate watching those two beat themselves up adn i wish i could make them see that it really isnt a big deal, but when i try to tell them that they have plenty of time all i get is that i can say that easily since im already sub 60 and dont even have to work. that makes me guilty and then i feel like a big jerk for trying to help. and then beanis got injured and everything fell apart in my mind....i need to go to sleep but i have so much work to make up...sors for subjecting anyone reading this to my complaining rampage, its a crap entry i know.