Feb 10, 2010 16:26
Alycia: You need to be happy like me!
Me: Sorry, I haven't been happy the past 2 or 3 days.
Alycia: Try the past 2 months!!
Me: Who, me?
Alycia: oops, sorry.
It's bad when your roommate/Good friend calls you out on how you have been feeling/acting.
I talk about my feelings, I get yelled at and told to "quit bitching." Thanks, boyfriend.
It may not be worth it...I want to try and work it out, but we will see.
And then I find something else out...who knows if its true or not, but fuck, I really hope it isn't. Unfortunately, I don't know whether to believe it, because I have been lied to the past couple of months.
I wish we still had the cat, she would make me feel so much better. And I could at least have someone to talk to, and not just lay in bed thinking all the time.
I hate waking up every morning not wanting to do anything. and then going to class trying not to cry during it. I hate feeling like a ton of bricks is always on my chest. I hate being anxious all the time.