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so i have some time today and updating sounds like a kind of productive thing to do. im done with school, dont have to work until 2, and wow is having extended maintenance. oh boy. so now you know the truth to why i am here.
i know that there is plenty to do around here. a lot of it just requires that extra thought that i dont want to put in. i did clean my room up a bit. i attempted to list all the school books i found on half.com, but did not, because everything i own is worth about $.75 and somehow that does not seem worth listing to me. back to cleaning. my floor is clean, mostly, except for the laundry (which is organized, but it does not look that way). i really wish that i could have a big closet. i mean, i cant even use half of the one i have because of this shelf in it. sure, i could get rid of that. but, it doesnt work that way around here. we dont get rid of anything. im sure someone else could use it in their closet (because i have the smallest one in the house) but no one wants to take it.
oh hey. looks like a good time to talk about moving out. i really want to. i mean, its super not having to pay rent. or buy all my food. or possibly live in some creepy apartment complex. but really, there are so many things i dont like about living here. i have to race alex to the bathroom in the mornings. he is the dirtiest person ever. in the sense that, he doesnt pick up after himself, and basically can undo any cleaning i have done almost instantly. especially now, but at other times during the semester, etc, i can pretty much sleep in till whenever i want. that does not work. mom and alex make so much noise that it is impossible for me to get any rest. i basically wake up at 6:45 and sleep in 5-10 minute increments until they leave. and then i am too tired/awake enough to where it is pointless to stay in bed. then there are all the family activities, which arent a suggestion as much as a forced event. that sucks. there is no privacy here, no alone time (except for times like now, which is lonely time and pointless), and stupid rules. yes, unfair, stupid rules.
i want to move out, but dont want to pay $500+ a month. i dont know if i even make that much. i should prolly put together some sort of a budget. meh.
well, now i have spent too much time doing this. have to get ready for work.
i know that there is plenty to do around here. a lot of it just requires that extra thought that i dont want to put in. i did clean my room up a bit. i attempted to list all the school books i found on half.com, but did not, because everything i own is worth about $.75 and somehow that does not seem worth listing to me. back to cleaning. my floor is clean, mostly, except for the laundry (which is organized, but it does not look that way). i really wish that i could have a big closet. i mean, i cant even use half of the one i have because of this shelf in it. sure, i could get rid of that. but, it doesnt work that way around here. we dont get rid of anything. im sure someone else could use it in their closet (because i have the smallest one in the house) but no one wants to take it.
oh hey. looks like a good time to talk about moving out. i really want to. i mean, its super not having to pay rent. or buy all my food. or possibly live in some creepy apartment complex. but really, there are so many things i dont like about living here. i have to race alex to the bathroom in the mornings. he is the dirtiest person ever. in the sense that, he doesnt pick up after himself, and basically can undo any cleaning i have done almost instantly. especially now, but at other times during the semester, etc, i can pretty much sleep in till whenever i want. that does not work. mom and alex make so much noise that it is impossible for me to get any rest. i basically wake up at 6:45 and sleep in 5-10 minute increments until they leave. and then i am too tired/awake enough to where it is pointless to stay in bed. then there are all the family activities, which arent a suggestion as much as a forced event. that sucks. there is no privacy here, no alone time (except for times like now, which is lonely time and pointless), and stupid rules. yes, unfair, stupid rules.
i want to move out, but dont want to pay $500+ a month. i dont know if i even make that much. i should prolly put together some sort of a budget. meh.
well, now i have spent too much time doing this. have to get ready for work.