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why i cant get ahead:
I spend too much time fooling around playing wow and reading dumb articles and daydreaming. This results in me waiting until the last minute to do anything, and everything, of significant importance in my school career. i could say i didnt care, and not do it, but thats not me. instead, i subject myself to rushing though my readings (but reading every last word a good two times over). Every spare minute is spent reading and highlighting and formulating my ideas. really, i will probably go crazy from it someday. no matter how much i plan and prepare and map out my path of conquest this always happens. i take a detour and spend entirely too much time doing that.
really, its not that bad; it could be so much worse. i just feel overwhelmed right now. I have paper ideas due tomorrow. i have my first batch of exams coming up (gogo midterms) and a big project due right around the corner (i started reading about my topic this morning).
Sure, i could do a crappy job. that is the easy way out.
that is the way that a lot of people take. i dont want to be the one that the class snickers at. i think ive had enough of that. its just not acceptable anymore. i want to get up there and be so darn professional it scares them. is that weird? i just want my voice to have that much power for once.
Enough of that though, seriously. i have work to do.
I spend too much time fooling around playing wow and reading dumb articles and daydreaming. This results in me waiting until the last minute to do anything, and everything, of significant importance in my school career. i could say i didnt care, and not do it, but thats not me. instead, i subject myself to rushing though my readings (but reading every last word a good two times over). Every spare minute is spent reading and highlighting and formulating my ideas. really, i will probably go crazy from it someday. no matter how much i plan and prepare and map out my path of conquest this always happens. i take a detour and spend entirely too much time doing that.
really, its not that bad; it could be so much worse. i just feel overwhelmed right now. I have paper ideas due tomorrow. i have my first batch of exams coming up (gogo midterms) and a big project due right around the corner (i started reading about my topic this morning).
Sure, i could do a crappy job. that is the easy way out.
that is the way that a lot of people take. i dont want to be the one that the class snickers at. i think ive had enough of that. its just not acceptable anymore. i want to get up there and be so darn professional it scares them. is that weird? i just want my voice to have that much power for once.
Enough of that though, seriously. i have work to do.