[IC (Norrien)] What.
Dunno what to think.
I mean, okay, that was kinda... alright I'm kinda shit with words here, gimme a break. You heard me, book. Screw you. All accusing and shit.
Seriously though that was weird and I feel like a dick for thinking it but c'mon. Kres has been damn clear about one thing ever since we started screwing and that thing's not being serious. Never has been an exclusive kinda relationship even with the label stuck on it, he still vanishes off for a few days sometimes, I know I'm not the only guy. I'm okay with that.
And then suddenly he's saying he loves me and where the fel did that come from?
Been more affectionate and stuff lately but-- he was so damn twitchy. He disappeared when he thought I was getting too serious, flat-out left when I first said I wanted more out of whatever this is. I mean, yeah, he came around to it after a while but that's not the point, the point is that Kres just doesn't do this. It's WEIRD.
He's said I dunno how many times that he doesn't do serious and it's never happening so I just didn't think about it. Not thinking about it means I don't ever have to figure out whether I am getting serious and if I don't know then he can't go calling that stupid 'no bullshit' rule on me for not saying anything about it and then he goes and pulls this out of NOWHERE and just. I can't even.
Dunno if that answer was the best idea either but y'know, there's times when stuff comes up and you just know this is one of those points where you get one shot to not fuck it up for good, and that was one of them.
I don't really know if I want to know whether I was lying or not.
I do know I'm gonna finish smoking this and start making a dent in that booze the Duke sent.
I mean, okay, that was kinda... alright I'm kinda shit with words here, gimme a break. You heard me, book. Screw you. All accusing and shit.
Seriously though that was weird and I feel like a dick for thinking it but c'mon. Kres has been damn clear about one thing ever since we started screwing and that thing's not being serious. Never has been an exclusive kinda relationship even with the label stuck on it, he still vanishes off for a few days sometimes, I know I'm not the only guy. I'm okay with that.
And then suddenly he's saying he loves me and where the fel did that come from?
Been more affectionate and stuff lately but-- he was so damn twitchy. He disappeared when he thought I was getting too serious, flat-out left when I first said I wanted more out of whatever this is. I mean, yeah, he came around to it after a while but that's not the point, the point is that Kres just doesn't do this. It's WEIRD.
He's said I dunno how many times that he doesn't do serious and it's never happening so I just didn't think about it. Not thinking about it means I don't ever have to figure out whether I am getting serious and if I don't know then he can't go calling that stupid 'no bullshit' rule on me for not saying anything about it and then he goes and pulls this out of NOWHERE and just. I can't even.
Dunno if that answer was the best idea either but y'know, there's times when stuff comes up and you just know this is one of those points where you get one shot to not fuck it up for good, and that was one of them.
I don't really know if I want to know whether I was lying or not.
I do know I'm gonna finish smoking this and start making a dent in that booze the Duke sent.