what can i say?

Sep 22, 2005 03:31

well, i haven't been updating lately...mostly because i haven't been doing anything fun lately...working in the gym, and at bobby and steves going to class, doing homework, and going topractice pretty much takes up 19 hours of the day...leaving me with 5 to eat and to sleep. but i love it! cross is going great...i've dropped my 6k time almost 3 min from last years time. but i want to peek at nationals so hopefully my time dropping won't stop forever. i train to mucha nd to hard for htat but sometimes it happens.

well...there is not much else to say...but that i'm getting over all my angry bitterness. its getting easier to see gary and talk to him about normal things. its getting easier to not be so angry all the time. and i have no reason to hate guys. yes they are retarded and gay most of the time but as i have come to realize...so can we girls.

and i've realized that i really just dont' care what ppl think anymore. i didn't when i got here then i started haning out with brit and she got me to care bc i changed the way i dressed and the way i acted at times...but i'm back to normal. my single-ness doesn't control my life anymore!!!!!!!!! I control my life...i make myself happy by having fun and thinking about the trithalon this summer...if you wanna make a donation we are raising money for a charity and also to cover our costs...so...please help if you can! we have lots to do...and not much time to learn how to bike 200+ miles a day for 2 days...run 50 miles...and canoe 50 miles...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! but i'm so excited...

I got face soap in my eye about 10 minutes ago and my eye hurts! There was a tornado that hit the cities tonight...and i am so tired so...i'm going to bed!!!

peace out! i love you all!
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