life
i've decided that a lot of this past semester and most likely this current semester has been about figuring out who we are. i've learned a lot about what i do and don't like, what i am and am not good at, the type of people i am and am not attracted to, in the very basic sense of the word. i've learned about how i work best, the type things i'm willing to do for something i believe in, the type people that encourage me and make me feel as if i have worth, and the type of people that i shouldn't waste my time on. i've just been thinking so much of what values and traits i see in myself and i like in myself, and which ones i want to work on adjusting asap. there's so much room for growth in each and every one of us, and it is up to us to decide if that growth will be positive or negative. the decisions we make now, the decisions we have always made, will change us and shape us into the human beings we will be for the rest of our lives. imagine the biggest mistake or biggest right choice you've ever made. now imagine how different your life would be if you hadn't made that mistake or you hadn't made the right choice. pretty trippy, right? i don't know why these things have been on my mind, but they have been. maybe thinking about the most depressing time in your life makes one think about a lot of stuff. either way though i felt like it needed to be said, like i need to say it, so here it is. hope it helps any of you who might be going through the same stuff and pondering the same issues as i have been.
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