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i dont even know where to start. i knew Lily so well through grades 9 10 and 11 and i just cant belive she's gone. I have so many memories now that are flooding back to me as if it was all just yesterday. those times i dyed her hair and we laughed until we finally fell asleep in her bed around 6am. i looked up to her. she is so brilliant and organized and talented and funny. she single handedly got me through grade 9 french but teaching me anything i didn't understand. we had sleepovers almost every weekend at one point. i dont know what to think at all. what do peter and laurel do now? how can you even function? how can it be that i will never see her radiant smile again in person? oh Lily, Liliput, oh you and that smile. i miss it all. i love you forever and i miss you. don't ever stop singing and laughing and smiling.