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Oct 22, 2005 19:32

i dont know what to think and i dont know how to feel. im empty and vulnerable and nostalgic and hating and jealous and angry and i dont know what to do. this is the worst part about being a girl im too fucking moody right now. every song i hear makes me sad and every picture i see makes me mad. i really miss home. i miss 4 whispering pine rd and i ( Read more... )

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broken_barcode October 23 2005, 00:38:11 UTC
steff,
i love you to death. you have absolutely no idea how much you mean to me. i was talking to alex last night soon after i had to get off the phone with you and i couldn't stop crying because i realized how much you mean to me. i was talking about how the people that i care most about are the people furthest from me. alex asked me who i was talking about and i told him about you. i told him about how you used to come and talk to me when you would hang out at my house. how you let me be your friend even though you are older than me. how amazing you are for everything that you've done for me. i totally credit you for being the reason why emma and i got closer. we both lost you as a sister-figure and then we realized that we have each other to be sisters. but even though we have each other, we don't have you. i still can't believe that you're not just right across the street. i miss you beyond belief and even my strongest friends here don't have that same connection with me that you do. you've known me for such a long time that you are officially the friend that i've had the longest. i've known you since i was in second grade and all of my other friends have been from around seventh grade. not seeing you every day is really hard to deal with but you having to leave all of us at once must be so amazingly hard for you. i love you.

your younger adopted sister,
molly

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