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we went to a movie together tonight. we went with one of her friends and one of my friends. it was weird. it was almost like normal, except not. it was lacking, something was missing. i miss being close to her. i miss the car ride home with her laying on my arm. i miss the kisses on the forehead. after i dropped her off i wanted to turn around and run up her porch and she would run out into my arms and we would just be there, be together. i want to hold her and tell her i love her.