ug. me venting for a bit
so yeah
stress has pretty much overcomed my being.
school. work. friends.
school work is starting to pile up. but having no time to do it cause of workin right after school till close.
lost my friendship with nika for no apparent reason. she just stopped talking. took me off her friend list on this thing.
i havent seen my friends in like forever because of my schedule.
my friends right now are my co workers and they arent really my friends. they dont invite me to their shing digs or anything .. we are just friends at work.
depression depression
hanging out with ed mostly. see him only a couple of hours everyday now.
i have saras car. which pretty much sucks also
gain some weight.
broke out hardcore.
i need money
i am going to do alot of hardcore working to get to where i want to be. ug.
pain in my butt.
at least my grandmother is coming up today and i have the highland games to look forward to this weekend.
oh joy
stress has pretty much overcomed my being.
school. work. friends.
school work is starting to pile up. but having no time to do it cause of workin right after school till close.
lost my friendship with nika for no apparent reason. she just stopped talking. took me off her friend list on this thing.
i havent seen my friends in like forever because of my schedule.
my friends right now are my co workers and they arent really my friends. they dont invite me to their shing digs or anything .. we are just friends at work.
depression depression
hanging out with ed mostly. see him only a couple of hours everyday now.
i have saras car. which pretty much sucks also
gain some weight.
broke out hardcore.
i need money
i am going to do alot of hardcore working to get to where i want to be. ug.
pain in my butt.
at least my grandmother is coming up today and i have the highland games to look forward to this weekend.
oh joy