The *best* birthday ever ...
Seriously. I've had some really bad ones but today was actually good.
I mean originally, it was just going to be okay but right after I went to my locker to leave school, Ronnie comes up behind me, puts his hands over my eyes and says (in the sweetest voice) "Happy birthday, birthday girl." And I wanted to melt right then and there. He is the perfect guy. And ... he's taken. As in, he's with Anna.
Who is "talking" to another guy. Who doesn't even talk to Ronnie anymore. Who doesn't come to school to avoid him. Who ... comes to me for advice for all of this and doesn't know that I like Ronnie ...
Which, I do. ... But ... she wasn't at school today (or yesterday) so it was just me and Ronnie at the lunch table. And ... he walked me to half of my classes today but I think he did it only because Anna wasn't there. Oh well, it was nice. He told me that I'm not a loser and that a lot of people love me. It made me feel good. But tomorrow ... she'll be there and I won't get to talk to him .... .... guess that was my birthday present ...
Yeah, I'm actually a bad friend when I think about it. 'cause it looks like I'm trying to screw them over 'cause I told Anna to give this note to the guy she's "talking" to that says she likes him. But everyone else said they would have done the same. I don't know. And then if I ever say that I like Ronnie it looks like I wanted them to break up. If they even break up. Which they won't. They're meant to be together ...
I don't know.
But for now I'm just giong to be happy for today.
I mean originally, it was just going to be okay but right after I went to my locker to leave school, Ronnie comes up behind me, puts his hands over my eyes and says (in the sweetest voice) "Happy birthday, birthday girl." And I wanted to melt right then and there. He is the perfect guy. And ... he's taken. As in, he's with Anna.
Who is "talking" to another guy. Who doesn't even talk to Ronnie anymore. Who doesn't come to school to avoid him. Who ... comes to me for advice for all of this and doesn't know that I like Ronnie ...
Which, I do. ... But ... she wasn't at school today (or yesterday) so it was just me and Ronnie at the lunch table. And ... he walked me to half of my classes today but I think he did it only because Anna wasn't there. Oh well, it was nice. He told me that I'm not a loser and that a lot of people love me. It made me feel good. But tomorrow ... she'll be there and I won't get to talk to him .... .... guess that was my birthday present ...
Yeah, I'm actually a bad friend when I think about it. 'cause it looks like I'm trying to screw them over 'cause I told Anna to give this note to the guy she's "talking" to that says she likes him. But everyone else said they would have done the same. I don't know. And then if I ever say that I like Ronnie it looks like I wanted them to break up. If they even break up. Which they won't. They're meant to be together ...
I don't know.
But for now I'm just giong to be happy for today.