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I think I need to start pulling it together.
I'm this pesimistic person that I don't ever recall being.
I'll be happy for a few split seconds then I'll question that happiness with "what ifs."
I'm starting to think that I'm only like this because I'm to scared to lose him.
It's as though I'm waiting for it to end.
& I'm scared of it so I'm always think of it.
But acting/thinking this way wont get me anywhere.
so enough of it.
I'm this pesimistic person that I don't ever recall being.
I'll be happy for a few split seconds then I'll question that happiness with "what ifs."
I'm starting to think that I'm only like this because I'm to scared to lose him.
It's as though I'm waiting for it to end.
& I'm scared of it so I'm always think of it.
But acting/thinking this way wont get me anywhere.
so enough of it.