Heres to the tears you knew you'd cry
So high school is over.. i mean we still have exams ,prom , graduation but the classes and educational part is finished! Its sooo weird.. like i dunno i don't wanna stay in high school but i do! And lately I've been soooo tired!! But i figure its just 13 years of school catching up to me! I've been listening to a lot of like old music lately well backstreet boys and aaron carter, boybands and thats actually pretty normal but i dunno listening to them now takes me back to a time when things were simpleer, like back in elementary when you could go outside play basketball, or do intermurals, when you got DETENTIONS and they actually kept you after school instead of sending you to the principle with a refferal! But I'm really sad to say bye to highschool because really my highschool years were the best years of my life so far! I mean elementary was fun uptill like grade 2 cause thats when my mom got cancer and that was soo hard on me, and like i started getting picked on and bullied and teased and thats no fun at all! So i pretty much hated school from grade 2 till grade 6 and then I moved away. I went To Astral Jr.High instead of John Martin, probably the best thing to ever happen to me because it lead me to Aub. Junior High was ok because i got to start over, and i started growing into myself, developing my looks. I made some amazing friends, and had all the jr.high drama over boys and stupid fights. I wish i could say i'm still best friends with the people i was best friends with in Jr. High but i'm really not...i still talk to them but like i mean we all pretty much grew apart. Then the first day of grade 10 and i met someone who i didn't know then but who is probably one of the most important ppl in my life right now. Grade 10 was good i made friends that will last, i had some flings, first romances lol. I had the most amazing math teacher ever (not that she was that great at actually teaching math) but she was just that great of a person, she became more of a friend as the year went on and introduced me to a great sport that we like to call INDOOR Fieldhockey. Grade 11... I fell in "Love" had my heart "Broken" i mean it probably wasn't actually love but whatever, and I made 2 best friends...
Jamie Fraser... The MOST AMAZING GUY I HAVE EVER MET! This guy is soooo cute, he is kinda shy, and like i dunno i was in love with him for a while but then he went out with one of my friends and we figured we didnt wanna ruin things by going out! He's still one of my best friends and i never wanna lose touch with him cause i love him! I've never met a guy like him, cause like he's a hockey player and all but hes not an asshole. I don't think i've really ever seen him be mean to anyone, thats pretty much why hes one of my best friends!
the other best friend i made isn't even like a friend shes more like my sister now!
JASMINE EFFING SCHREINER! This girl has been there for me through pretty much everything! I met her the first day of school in grade 10 and it took us a whole year to become BFFs. I would do anything for this girl, we've been through soo much together, A HUGE FIGHT, tons of boys, fights at parties, she was there when my mom was sick, when everyone else was asking if i was ok, she knew that all i wanted was to be left alone and she just sat there with me.. we've gotten lost in the woods, and had to use our flirting skills to get some boys to canoe us back to our car, sleepovers, we both got drunk for the first time ever together, we've gone on sooo many double dates, and really i have no clue what i would do without her! I LOVE HER shes like the sister i never had, giving me advice on boys, clothing, makeup.. JAz you are awesome babe don't ever change!
Also in grade 11 my mom got really sick she was diagnosed with Ovarian cancer, and when she told me i thought i was actually going to curl up and die right there. That was the toughest thing i have ever gone through because not only did i have to deal with my mom being sick i also had my insane nan (although i complain alot about her i love her to death!) stay with me the entire time my mom was sick... it was soooo hard.. i never thought i would have to deal with that again. But alas my mom was given the all clear and she just has to go every three months now for checkups to make sure its staying away.
Then the amazing summer of grade 11 flew by way to fast! ANd it was grade 12 before i knew it, Grade 12 was insane... i became close with people i never thought i would ever talk to let alone party with, THE CRUCIBLE CREW I LOVE YOU GUYS! Being part of something like that is lifechanging! And it changed my life, it opened my eyes to see not only what people are like on the outside but to what they are actually like as a person. I feel that I really grew up a lot during my grade 12 year, I can handle myself better in certain situations and i have A LOT MORE confidence in myself and the decisions that I make. My friends are all amazing and really i don't know where i'd be without them right now!
TO EVERYONE GRADUATING THIS YEAR ... Good luck on whatever path life takes you on.
Jamie Fraser... The MOST AMAZING GUY I HAVE EVER MET! This guy is soooo cute, he is kinda shy, and like i dunno i was in love with him for a while but then he went out with one of my friends and we figured we didnt wanna ruin things by going out! He's still one of my best friends and i never wanna lose touch with him cause i love him! I've never met a guy like him, cause like he's a hockey player and all but hes not an asshole. I don't think i've really ever seen him be mean to anyone, thats pretty much why hes one of my best friends!
the other best friend i made isn't even like a friend shes more like my sister now!
JASMINE EFFING SCHREINER! This girl has been there for me through pretty much everything! I met her the first day of school in grade 10 and it took us a whole year to become BFFs. I would do anything for this girl, we've been through soo much together, A HUGE FIGHT, tons of boys, fights at parties, she was there when my mom was sick, when everyone else was asking if i was ok, she knew that all i wanted was to be left alone and she just sat there with me.. we've gotten lost in the woods, and had to use our flirting skills to get some boys to canoe us back to our car, sleepovers, we both got drunk for the first time ever together, we've gone on sooo many double dates, and really i have no clue what i would do without her! I LOVE HER shes like the sister i never had, giving me advice on boys, clothing, makeup.. JAz you are awesome babe don't ever change!
Also in grade 11 my mom got really sick she was diagnosed with Ovarian cancer, and when she told me i thought i was actually going to curl up and die right there. That was the toughest thing i have ever gone through because not only did i have to deal with my mom being sick i also had my insane nan (although i complain alot about her i love her to death!) stay with me the entire time my mom was sick... it was soooo hard.. i never thought i would have to deal with that again. But alas my mom was given the all clear and she just has to go every three months now for checkups to make sure its staying away.
Then the amazing summer of grade 11 flew by way to fast! ANd it was grade 12 before i knew it, Grade 12 was insane... i became close with people i never thought i would ever talk to let alone party with, THE CRUCIBLE CREW I LOVE YOU GUYS! Being part of something like that is lifechanging! And it changed my life, it opened my eyes to see not only what people are like on the outside but to what they are actually like as a person. I feel that I really grew up a lot during my grade 12 year, I can handle myself better in certain situations and i have A LOT MORE confidence in myself and the decisions that I make. My friends are all amazing and really i don't know where i'd be without them right now!
TO EVERYONE GRADUATING THIS YEAR ... Good luck on whatever path life takes you on.