ahh i'm just starting to become very frustrated lately with people. Have you ever felt that there is just no happy medium? I used to be chunky and yes i have lost alot of weight. Now all of a sudden it's too much weight. My body isn't that type that can become too skinny or fit or w/e people are saying. I'm big boned and my body needs the fat. WHAT THE HELL!?!?! It bothers me so much because it went from me feeling like i'm getting somewhere to well i suck at life and look sick. But jeez, how bout jennifer lopez (my idol). Her figure isn't itty bitty and she has hott abs. I love it. That's what i want excatly what she has...
How could anyone ever resist her?? Why can she have it and not me? I just dont understand it. Oh well. Screw all of you who think i'm aneroxic. I'm happy with who I am and if i want to work out to look good for me i will. I know health issues and i eat. I eat alot. Sorry i dont like fast food and pop and alcohol like everyone else. I eat every meal just like a normal person and i eat fat stuff too. I'm not starving myself. So if anyone truly has something bad to say about it, do so!