Damn my head..

[traci0417]

Seems that others have been thinking the same things that i have lately and feeling the same way (paula).  Is it cuz its close to christmas time?  Is it cuz i'm graduating?  Is it cuz i've finally realized alot more and i'm not questioning myself anymore?  But it's weird.  I still feel so lost.  Clawson.. 2 miles.  HOW DO YOU GET LOST HERE???  I

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Re: OMG I LOVE YOU

[temptinggrl69]

Traci we have grown up together and we have grown up with everyone else in this SMALL city. I think the reason we are so afraid to move on is because everyone is afraid of what they dont know and we dont know how college will be or what it has in store for us....all we know is that college is going to be something different but we dont know how or why it will be different. It is close ot christmas and things are kinda hectic right now but thats how it ususally is every holiday! Crying........such a funny thing we dont know why we do it and we all know that being girls just certain times of the month can trigger that but i feel you on all that gurl....i cry cuz im so happy and grateful for my fmaily, friends, and Dustyn and you are probaly crying for all the same reasons. Basically i think that you are crying because you have finally let yourself surrender completly to him...because like we talked about before your never truly in love untill you can surrender all of youself meaning mind, body, and soul to that person....if you ask me you have decided that you cant worry about what he does or who he talks to you just have to love him for who he is and what he does...if its not ment to be then it wont be but untill someones decided that its not ment to be you have to enjoy the time you have and you cant wait around stressing about every little detail about his actions YOU LOVE HIM AND HE LOVES YOU AND ENJOY IT..love isnt something everyone gets to expierence and you have been blessed with having someone love you and especially haveing someone love you and you loving them

Everything will work out and you guys are too cute im sure its the real thing
~*~always here for ya darlin and i hope ive helped a little.....by the way im crying because i know what i have to do now....just surrender~*~